Steel Flower

Standing high above the world as I look upon The messes Didn't need no guidance, knew what must Remain and then dismiss Feeling joy from Destruction, feel the weight deep in my chest What's Real and what's not so fucked in, I'm feeling Like there's no rest Oh, feel the pain for Me, I'm living in reality Fuck it, Got no faith in life so I go baby, Never sleep When I was close to thirty, Same times I felt it like I'm one Getting High, not getting louder 'til I come untamed Like My baby, get to save, watch as my family Is decayed Taking pictures of myself every last Night, this was the day Feel so tired, is It anarchy or peace? Who's your part of, is This mine or who's your part of, see my Needs? From behind the revolution is desperation, Ambition Built up all these lies, cannot hide the Soils you have ingrained Hold your tongue and don't Speak you are sensing viability Swipe my struggle Out, that's how the fuck I see Seeking purpose of the past as I weigh up On the scale Trapped inside a lucid dream, I Hear the tapping of the fingers And I, I Don't gotta shake the evil soul What's the reason It will lead you to purpose? What's the point? It's in your scheme, remember This, I'll give you hope Eternal life, they help Me cope inside the dreams, you cannot grow I'm Only separate with the rope, the strap is on The land is decayed and vast, all these physical Places of complexity faded fast