Keep you

I wonder why I still let you hurt this Piece of me. I, I wonder what time won't let me be Free. Can it just die? I follow it into the darkness. Why Do I still keep you on my mind? Still keep you on my mind. I said. Keep you on My mind. On my mind. All the time chasing Paper, chasing things I cannot hold. Hold my breath every day just waiting for the Pain. I know it's coming. I know it. Why Do I still keep you on my mind? Still keep you on my mind. My mind, I said. Keep you on my mind. On my mind. Feels as though I am wasting Time keeping you on my Mind. Keep you on my mind. I keep you on hold you, I can have You. Oh, how I want you. I must have you. This is a lonely place in this Cage. My mind, I can't escape. Bound to me like some chains. Your memory stays the same. Oh, when will it change?