4am

Since the tenth grade, keeping it all inside Just a quiet friend with a lot to hide Sitting in your room, killing midnight time Talking for hours, committing no crime Dim light falling, I see your smile Thought I could hold it together a while But the screen unlocked, the damage is done Reading my messages one by one Taste of the smoke, it’s stuck in my head, in my head Waking at nine with a feeling of dread The screen was unlocked, the secret is out Now I am drowning in panic and doubt Four in the morning, the damage is done Nowhere to hide and nowhere to run I can still picture the smile on your face A beautiful night that I have to erase I haven’t shed a tear in half a year’s time Locking my anxiety out of my mind Just keeping it down, just holding my breath Now I am empty and scared half to death Dim light falling, I see your smile Thought I could hold it together a while But the screen unlocked, the damage is done Reading my messages one by one Taste of the smoke, it’s stuck in my head, in my head Waking at nine with a feeling of dread The screen was unlocked, the secret is out Now I am drowning in panic and doubt Four in the morning, the damage is done Nowhere to hide and nowhere to run I can still picture the smile on your face A beautiful night that I have to erase I can’t even light it up, I can’t even breathe Your lips on the device right before you leave I’m completely empty, totally drained Nothing but the taste of the smoke remained