Hearts on the Shelf

Tell me how it feels To be totally normal Well that’s not my type To live without overthinking And never feel smaller — That’s what I dream about You do it so easily I want to cut you off , when you ask to meet And thats something i never want you to see but I can’t confront you when you’re close to me let’s leave our hearts on the shelf Be like one-day lovers one of us might want to stay but this story is not about us If I could believe in fairytales Fall in love with someone It’d be my biggest fail So I’m sorry — I’d better run faster Tell me what it’s like Not to die from butterflies When you’re touching my hand I’m losing my guard I’m losing my breath I’m losing all the boundaries I built for a lifetime My mom keeps saying, Don’t lose your mind, dont fall for it But your eyes keep winning this battle Over and over and over. And you do it so easily I want to curl up and die when you’re looking at me And thats something i never want you to see but I can’t confront you when you’re close to me let’s leave our hearts on the shelf Be like one-day lovers one of us might want to stay but this story is not about us If I could believe in fairytales Fall in love with someone It’d be my biggest fail So I’m sorry — I’d better run faster