Lies and Insects

I only feel alive When I close my eyes Like the light inside My mind’s been out of time Everything’s all right The last time that I cried Was at my grandma’s funeral It’s no surprise I’m sorry if I seem Detached and distracted I have too many questions Too many lies and insects To be content You know it could be worse My friends all say I’m cursed They don’t see my smile Behind my face I’m hurt The whole world’s out to get me That’s what I’ve learned But who can I trust When the insects are in the earth? And I’m sorry if I seem Detached and distracted I have too many questions Too many lies and insects To be content