When I Cry E

I just wanted you to die But im so stupid when i cry All my friends insult my music My gf said im abuser Maybe there is only way To end my suffer every day I put the gun right in my mouth So all my problems will blow up Rotten brain inside my skull It always leads me to the past And I’m so tired of obsession That I know will never last So I’ve put bullets in the gun To spend this night and test my luck At least I hope that after all I’ll never really give a fuck