How Bout Now

I've been searching for a sign through the Corners of my mind. Looking for permission for someone to tell me that I'm fine. Truth is that I've been a mess. Blackout, wasted, and depressed. Chasing my addiction. Is this as good as it gets? I'm so sick of that same old shit. I'm so sick of hearing not right now. I hope one day it gets better than this. I gotta get it some way somehow, Yeah. I'm so sick of that same old shit. I'm so sick of feeling six feet down. I hope one day it gets better than this. I gotta get it some way somehow, Yeah. How about now? How about now? Won't let this city get me down even though I hate this fucking town. Careful who you share your dreams with. Thought that I'd feel better now. I fell back and hit my head. I cried till my eyes turned red. I'm tired of feeling like shit, Inadequate. A stranger in my skin. I'm so sick of that same old shit. I'm so sick of hearing not right now. I hope one day it gets better than this. I gotta get it some way somehow, Yeah. I'm so sick of that same old shit. I'm so sick of feeling six feet down. I hope one day it gets better than this. I gotta get it some way somehow, Yeah. How about now? How about now? you need a little help, you Can put it on me. If you're going through hell, you can put it On me. If you're doing it yourself, You can put it on me. Put it on me, you can put it on Me. If you need a little help, you it On me. If you're going through hell, You can put it on me. Fuck the hand that you were dealt, put it On me. Put it on me, you can put It on me. I'm so sick of that same Old shit. I'm so sick of hearing not right now. I one day it gets better than this. I gotta get it some way somehow, Yeah. I'm so sick of that same old shit. I'm so sick of feeling six feet down. I one day it gets better than this. I gotta get it some way somehow, Yeah. How about now? How about now?