Миллионы миль отсюда (Millions of Miles Away)

The night don't end anymore, It just changes shape. It sits beside me in your chair And whispers what it takes. The air still holds your absence Like a wound that doesn't close. I breathe you in like memory and choke on What I know. There's no distance in forever, Just the places love can't reach. You're millions of miles away, But nowhere I can go Has ever been far enough To let your leaving go. You live inside the silence Between my thoughts and pain. A presence made of nothing I can never touch Again. Yeah, you're millions of miles away. Time don't move, it circles Like a question with no end. Every moment folds into The last time you were here. The world keeps speaking loudly, But none of it is true. 'Cause every sound that reaches me still sounds a Lot like you. If love was only borrowed, Then who do I return it to? If souls don't disappear, Why am I still missing you? If God counts every heartbeat, Did He count the one you took? Or did He leave me breathing just to feel What it became? You're millions of miles away, But buried in my veins. Every breath becomes your echo. Every tear Repeats your name. And if eternity is real And death is just a door, Then why does every step I take feel like I'm losing you once more? Oh. I don't fear the end of living. I fear this endless space Where you exist without me. And I exist in your Place.