Papercuts (demo)

I try to hide my faults Hold up behind these walls And I’ve been hurt like hell Still try to hurt myself I was born in the spring of ’95 Friday morning Rain was pouring from my mother’s eyes And the sky was gray as well I was dying, they could tell My mother’s cord was cutting off supply of air I could’ve died So bye and say farewell They cut the cord and saved abortions Gave me to my parents And they named me Morgan I was probably eight Before I saw some vodka mixed orange juice And since day it’s been so crazy for me Damn I was their child They were my parents Raised me the best Did what they can Start getting sad It runs in the fam I don’t think this is what they planned I try to hide my faults Hold up behind these walls And I’ve been hurt like hell Still try to hurt myself But a sweater doesn’t cover up my scars during the summer And I know I play too much But these ain’t no paper cuts It’s much deeper than that It’s much deeper than that I was eleven in the fall of fifth grade My daddy left for business And was gone for some days I was playing in the lawn When I felt something was wrong I heard some glass that shattered And I ran into the bathroom That’s when I could see my mom She was crying makeup off her face She said she’s sad ‘cuz dad was gone But I said he’d be back Sunday But ever since that tragic day until my grandma passed away I’m scared to death she’ll drink again and die one day I was their child They were my parents Raised me the best Did what they can Start getting sad It runs in the fam I don’t think this is what they planned I try to hide my faults Hold up behind these walls And I’ve been hurt like hell Still try to hurt myself But a sweater doesn’t cover up my scars during the summer And I know I play too much But these ain’t no paper cuts It’s much deeper than that It’s much deeper than that Oh, it’s much deeper than that It’s much deeper than that And I am their child They are my parents They raised me the best And did what they can I’ll stop being sad This ones for my fam Thank you for making me who I am