Bloody Evenings

I been thinkin bout the fucking thousand inner demons They’ve been doubting my own meaning I been shrouded in the heathens I’m surrounded by the veil that got me battered by the beatings Just let me bruised just let me scarred Just leave me bloody in the evening I’m defeated by the fucking thousand other reasons They’re dividing in my being I’m abiding by the treason It’s so violent when they’re preaching for the vibrant dream of lesions I’ve been breathing with no pulse i barely think about the bleeding Shift then crash everything’s so fast I can’t keep up with the dopamine I’m running out of tracks All the trash I stash it’s bag with tax I’ve been in and out of consciousness im turning into ash Don’t feel bad I’m a planned attack I’ve been holding up the surface im a relic from the past I’ve been holding all it back I’ve been told im all it lacks I’ve been holding on to things Im really nothing but a mask I been thinkin bout the fucking thousand inner demons They’ve been doubting my own meaning I been shrouded in the heathens I’m surrounded by the veil that got me battered by the beatings Just let me bruise just let me scar Just leave me bloody in the evening I’m defeated by the fucking thousand other reasons They’re dividing in my being I’m abiding by the treason It’s so violent when they’re preaching for the vibrant dream of heathens I’ve been breathing with no pulse i barely think about the bleeding Shift then crash everything’s so fast I can’t keep up with the dopamine I’m running out of tracks All the trash I stash it’s bag with tax I’ve been in and out of consciousness im turning into ash