underwater E

How Did I end up here? Another bullshit year, Drowning in my fears. Oh, Just a stupid girl in her own messed up World, Trying to disappear. Will they even care if I'm not here? I'm lost, can't be found. I speak but make no sound, and my thoughts Weigh me down. Will I swim or will I drown? Words are spoken underwater through the echoes In the waves. Maybe everything gets better if I don't try To escape. Feel the burning in my lungs. Think I'm too far gone To get myself out this time. I hate when they tell me that I should Try harder and there's no such thing as a Mental disorder. It's all in my head, that's what they said. Then why can't I get the fuck out of My bed? They probably wouldn't care if I'm not Here. I'm lost, can't be found. I speak but make no sound, and my thoughts Weigh me down. Will I swim or will I drown? Words are spoken underwater through the echoes In the waves. Maybe everything gets better if I don't try To escape. Don't wake me up, I've had enough. Just leave me numb and painless. Don't wake me up, my time is Up. Just set me free. I know they wouldn't care if I'm not here. I'm lost, can't be found. I speak but make no sound, and my thoughts Weigh me down. Will I swim or will I drown? Words are spoken underwater through the echoes In the waves. Maybe everything gets better if I don't try To escape.