сross my heart (hope to die)

Feeling lost, don't know where to start. Where does one begin with a shattered heart? I try to leave, but it's never done. So you do all the damage, and I'm the Broken one. You play the part and do it so well. Am I the only one you put through hell? Does she know you've got something more? With another girl crying on the floor. I've been fighting with my own mind. You've been hiding behind your lies. Your words, they cut like knives, And I'm bleeding out. Trying to keep myself alive, while you've been out With her all night. And I keep trying, who knows why. Cross my heart and hope to die. Wish you'd read between the lines when I tell You that I'm just fine. Damn, your love is suicide. Cross my heart and hope to die. It's gonna hurt after I'm gone. You'll get what you deserve, ain't it fun? To be at home, all alone. Spending every night blowing up my phone. I've been fighting with my own mind. You've been hiding behind your lies. Your words, they cut like knives, And I'm bleeding out. Trying to keep myself alive, while you've been out With her all night. And I keep trying, who knows why. Cross my heart and hope to die. Wish you'd read between the lines when I tell You that I'm just fine. Damn, your love is suicide. Cross my heart and hope to die. Trying to keep myself alive, while You've out with her all night. And I keep trying, who knows why. Cross my heart and hope to die. Wish you'd read between the lines when I tell You that I'm just fine. Damn, your is suicide. Oh. Trying to keep myself alive, while you've been out With her all night. And I keep trying, who knows why. Cross my heart and hope to die.