Can't Rise E

All the stories that I tell you are true. I lived them myself. When I close my eyes, I think about you. Twenty years old, fresh out the institute. In that SS coupe, Smoking baby blues. He thought that it was cool 'cause you did It too. A seed planted and it grew. That addiction, that denial of existence, That persistence. You gonna keep hitting him 'til he come through. You become a victim of what it's come to. You done let the system work against you. Now you pissing in cups in front of dudes. That high can't be beat. Can't rise to my feet. If I ain't high, then I'm incomplete. If I die, they ain't missing me. If the sky ain't kissing me. This how it's meant to be. Tryna make my heart skip a beat. By any means. In that room all alone. I ain't doing well, dog, hit my phone. I know you tried talk and I ain't speak. I was chewing pills, I ain't let you see. I threw 'em all away, now I can't sleep. I feel like I let you down and me. I came home after a few weeks. And you sold all your shoes just to buy Me weed. I really love you, bro, You must love me. It's a nose trip to the dirt above me. I'm a victim to device, I'm up at nights. Black Dickies, black Nikes in the city lights. They know what we like, when we bite, they Gon' up the price. I wanna leave, but I don't wanna go. It's the only thing I know. That high can't be beat. Can't rise to my feet. If I ain't high, then I'm incomplete. If I die, ain't missing me. If the sky ain't kissing me. This is how it's meant to be. Tryna make my heart skip a beat. By any means.