Caught In A Loop From "We Aren't Kids Anymore" Studio Cast Recording

So much time left waiting. So many days just hanging on to what fell Apart, contemplating. Should I waste away waiting for my own purpose To start? The weed helps me neglect the search For who I need to be. And drinking helps forget the effort needed To be me. Wishing on a four leaf clover When I should be Starting over. It's like I'm caught up in a loop, Caught up in a loop. I can't seem to break this habit. Wishing on a four leaf Clover. I think the paint's done drying. I've been watching these walls as if they'll say Something new, barely trying. Am I waiting for a calling while I stall To give me something to do? Procrastinating helps remind me I should Just get stoned. And masturbating helps remind me that I'm Here alone. Wishing on a four leaf clover When I should be starting Over. It's like I'm caught up in a loop, Caught up in a loop. I can't seem to break this habit. Wishing on a four leaf Clover. I've been depending on luck for a little while Now. I've been too comfortable with things for a little While now. I shouldn't have to be scared that I've lost The plot. Oh, I know that there's a game To play. But For today, I'm wishing on a four leaf Clover When I should be starting over. It's like I'm caught up in a loop, Caught up in a loop. I can't seem to break this habit. Wishing on a four leaf Clover. Yeah. Oh.