Absolute E

I searched for you through thousands of dirty neon Signs. Through false little prophets and men with fading Eyes. You broke into my chaos, Wrapped me in your quiet peace. And made the endless war inside my tired soul Release. You don't judge my history, You wash the scars away. In the cruelest winter, Through the wildest drought and gray. You're the only one who understands the hell I Keep inside. And when I scream in madness, you answer with Loving eyes. You forgive my little storms. You warm me when I'm down. My only loyal fucking holy closest soul Around. Only you will never betray me, Never leave me behind. Your sacred closeness has no petty little schemes to Bind. Only you can fill the ruins of my empty Inner towns. You're in every breath I'm taking everywhere, Always around. I look at you and lose control inside my Spinning mind. Because you are God, not some man of mortal Kind. There'll be no cheap little stories here of weddings And rings. This is a whole other scale, Outer space, eternal things. People bargain forever, hide love in a beggar's Plan. Locking up each other in a suffocating scam. They demand their discounts, cry about cheating, Drowning in tears. Turning simple human feelings into clinical fucking Fears. But with you, I don't have to act Good or wear a perfect face. I don't have to beg for your approval, Your eyes, your grace. You let me breathe again, you bring me back To sacred truth. You help me stay myself in this noisy, Bitter room. Only you will never betray me, Never leave me behind. Your sacred closeness has no petty little schemes to Bind. Only you can fill the ruins of my empty Inner towns. You're in every breath I'm taking everywhere, Always around. I look at you and lose control inside my Spinning mind. Because you are God, not some man of mortal Kind. Oh, you probably thought I was talking about love Again. About rings, messy passion, And other people's pain. Yeah sure, keep dreaming. Nice try. Leave human beings alone. They can't carry that throne. Only the Absolute. Only Him alone.