Start This Over

I fell apart this winter Snow piled on the ground The hours start to splinter Now that you're not around And I go in circles Pacing through the dark Thinking how did it get to spending our nights apart? Wish I could start this over Say the things I should have said I know I feel like I'm a different person And it was the day you left You used to pull me closer Spin up the silk cocoon Your head was on my shoulder Straight through the afternoon So I run it backwards Right up to the start Thinking how did it get to junk on the curbside? Spending our nights apart? Wish I could start this over Say the things I should have said I know I feel like I'm a different person And it was the day you left I feel the weight of all my mistakes But I learned too late Wish I could start this over Say the things I should have said I know I feel like I'm a different person And it was the day you left And I go in circles Pacing through the dark Thinking how did it get to an empty apartment? Junk on the curbside? Spending our nights apart?