Carry This Weight

You left your sweater on my chair again. I folded it up three times this week. Keep finding reasons not to call you, But your name still pulls up first when I Reach. Told myself I'd be all right by summer. Now the leaves are turning brown outside. I drive past your street when I don't have To, hoping that I'll see your car. Maybe you're doing the same thing, Circling around where we are. How long am I supposed to carry this weight? Every song on the radio Knows what I'm feeling. How long 'til the morning don't hit me that Way? When I wake up and forget you were Leaving. I'm tired of carrying this weight. Your friend said you've been staying busy, Out on Thursday nights downtown. I'm glad you're good, I really mean it, But it stings more than I'll say out loud. I still got your number memorized, Even though I changed your name. I see couples holding hands at dinner, Wonder if you're holding his. Trying not to picture you laughing the way you Did at all my shit. How long am I supposed to carry this weight? Every song on the radio knows what I'm feeling. How long 'til the morning don't hit me that Way? When I wake up and forget you were Leaving. I'm tired of carrying this weight. Maybe next month I'll be different. Maybe next year I'll be free. But right now I'm stuck in the middle of Who I was and who I'll be. Yeah. How long am I supposed to carry this Weight? Every song on the radio knows what I'm Feeling. How long 'til the morning don't Hit me that way? When I wake up and forget you were leaving. I'm tired of carrying this weight. Your sweater's still here on my chair. Oh. I'll bring it by next week, I swear.