What Should I Do?

What should I do? How should I live? I am all alone, alone. How can I make myself forget Those happy years we used to know? How can I convince my heart that there is No way back? How can I greet the dawn now without the Sound of you? I try to let you go, But my memories won't allow it. Every evening by the window, it feels as though I'm waiting for you again. And your familiar footsteps I hear in the perfect silence. But all of it is just an illusion. You haven't been here for so long. What should I do, how should I live, when My heart still hurts inside? How can I ever forget you when my memories Won't let me? I'm alone throughout the nights, Among the rooms and shadows. And the farther you are from me, the closer My pain becomes. What should I do? What can I do? To whom can I open up my soul? When everything I lived for left with you Only yesterday. I changed cities, I changed addresses. But wherever I went, those eyes kept following me. I erased the numbers, deleted every word. But deep inside, there still remains that spring we Once shared. I learned not to call, Not to search for you in crowds. Not to hope again that one day you might Come back to me. But sometimes late at night, my hand still reaches Out for the phone, where long ago there was No one left to call. What should I do, how should I live, when My heart still hurts inside? How can I ever forget you when my memories Won't let me? I'm alone throughout the nights, Among the rooms and shadows. And the farther you are from me, the closer My pain becomes. What should I do? What can I do? To whom can I open up my soul? When everything I lived for left with you Only yesterday. They say that everything will pass, Even the greatest pain. But no one can tell me how much longer I must wait. How many winters must I endure? How many springs must I let go before I Learn to say your name without whispering it softly? I haven't been angry for a long time. I don't ask you to come back. There's only one thing that I want to carry On without you. To wake up and stop searching for your trace Upon my pillow. To simply understand that you and I are no more. Maybe tomorrow it will be easier. Maybe the pain will fade away. Maybe evening will become again just an evening, Not a prison. Maybe I'll meet someone who can make my heart Feel warm again. But I know I'll never be able to erase The past completely. What should I do, how should I live, when My heart still hurts inside? How can I ever forget you when my memories Won't let me? I'm alone throughout the nights, Among the rooms and shadows. And the farther you are from me, the closer My pain becomes. What should I do? What can I do? To whom can I open up my soul? When everything I lived for left with you Only yesterday. But one day I'll wake up and realize I'm Not waiting anymore. I won't break down, I won't look back if You walk right past me. I'll open the door Wide, let the morning into this house. And for the first time, I won't want to Remember anymore. Let our love remain somewhere there beyond that Window. I will no longer live for something I Can never bring back. And finally I'll answer the question I kept asking Myself. What should I do? Just live. Even if I have to live without you. What should I do? How should I live? I am all alone, alone. But maybe when morning comes, I'll find the strength To forgive it all. What should I do? How should I live? Just live. And keep on living.