I Regret It All

I thought I had forever To fix the things I broke. I thought that time would heal it. Now I live with What I chose. I walked away from moments That I should have held Tight. Traded love for empty roads And called it my own life. I see it clearer now, But now it's far too late. I regret it all, every word, every fall, Every time I turned away from you. Every door I closed in pride, Every truth I pushed aside, Now there's nothing I can undo. If mercy still can find me, If grace can hear me call, Then hear me in this silence. I regret it all. I remember every warning, Every time you called my name. I heard you in the quiet, But I walked away again. I built my life on shadows That disappeared in time. Now I'm standing in the ruins of a life I thought was mine. There's nowhere left to run And nowhere left to hide. I regret it all. Every tear I caused, every love I didn't Hold, Every night I chose myself Over what my heart was told. If Heaven still is open, If you can break these walls, Then take this broken man I am. I regret it all! I don't need another lifetime. I don't need another chance. Just don't let this be the ending Of everything I am. I regret it all, every step, every lie, Every time I let you down. All the years I ran from truth just to Lose what I found. If your mercy is still greater Than the weight of all my faults, Then hold me in your presence. I regret it all. Oh. I regret it all. But I'm still calling Your name.