Back to Me

I turned the music up so loud, Just to drown the noise inside my head. Kept my hands busy, stayed so strong. Told the world that nothing's wrong. Locked the door on what I felt. Buried it down, didn’t want the help. But the weight got heavier every night, And I was tired of pretending I’m alright. So I stopped running from the pain. Let it come, let it rain. Stopped fighting everything I felt. This is where I start to heal. I had to feel it to heal it. Had to fall to find the light. Every tear led me back to me, back to Me, I’m back to me. So I sat with the storm inside. Didn’t numb it, didn’t hide. Let the sadness have its day. Watched the heavy start to fade. Cried it out till I felt alive. Let go of the need to fight. Found a calm I never knew. Something steady calling me home. So I stopped running from the pain. Let it come, let it rain. Stopped fighting everything I felt. This is where I start to heal. I had to feel it to heal it. Had to fall find the light. Every tear led me back to me, back to Me, I’m back to me. I’m Not broken, just becoming someone softer, Someone free. Every scar I used to hide is the map That led to me. I had to feel it to heal it. Had to fall to find the light. Every tear led me back to me, back to Me, I’m back to me. Back to me. I’m back to me. Finally, finally free.