Caused It

Breathe in. Tell me what I'm feeling. I just wanna see things Like before. Leave me. The thoughts are so deceiving. I wish that I was healing, But the voices in my mind are loud. Slowly drowning and I can't stop Falling to what I have started. And I'm telling my reflection. You caused it. I caused it for myself. Every single pain I've endured. Through it all, I'm left with no answer. Through it all, all comes to you. I caused it for myself. Every single pain I've endured. Through it all, I'm left with no answer. Through it all, comes to you. Bleeding. Visions keep on speeding. The memories I'm seeing On replay. Creeping. Now that I have cheated On all that I believe in. So recall me when I break my word. I can't sleep no more. The voices at my door. I've lost it all before. And I'm telling my reflection. You caused it. I caused it for myself. Every single pain I've Endured. Through it all, I'm left with no answer. Through it comes to you. I caused it for myself. Every single pain I've endured. Through it all, I'm left with no answer. Through it all, it all comes to you. Caused it for myself. Caused it for myself. Caused Caused it for myself. Breathe in. I know that there's a feeling. Layers that I'm peeling One by one. Shielded. Plant a little seedling. I try so hard to heal me. To get up, forget, forgive myself.