remembrance Slowed

If you see me sad, Depressed, Know what path I have traveled from childhood to Adulthood. How I would like to be myself, Not dependent on anyone else. To love myself for what I do. To love myself for existing. To love myself for walking this earth. I want to be sincere without wearing a mask. I want to be better known so that people Know me. I want all my loved ones to be happy. In kindergarten, I was very quiet. I had no friends. I didn't talk to anyone, Not even the teacher. I played in the sandbox all by myself while The others ran around and played tag. During school, I was the main target of bullying. My things were damaged and broken. I was the main person to be bullied, And I was just a weak boy who couldn't Say a word. All the time I sat within four walls thinking About the good things that would happen the next Day. My friends abandoned me because I wasn't as Cheerful as everyone else. No matter how my childhood turned out, I lost my closest friend, My grandmother, With whom I could share anything. Telling her how I was doing, How I felt, What my relationships with everyone were like. As time goes by, I will not stop visiting the cemetery where my Tears slowly roll down my face as I remember How I did not cherish those whom I would Still cherish today.