Middle of the Night E

Just woke up in the middle of the night. Thought it was morning, but I was wrong. Go to the fridge, drink some milk. I don't mix it with the Sprite. What? Then I wake up in the morning, The day was long. I don't do shit. I-I don't do nothing. Like a Big Lebowski dude, but I don't, Don't even go bowling. I don't do sports, but I don't feel weak. I smoke every motherfucking day of the week. Actually, it's way more than that. But my lungs okay, and my heart is great. I don't know, maybe I'm some kind of shit Of a man of steel. But I'm not strong, I'm just eat shit and Don't get fat. I don't care about my health, I'm keeping it Real. Watching sunset out of my window with a Cigarette in my hand. I don't have an ashtray, so I'm dumping the Ashes on the land. On my seal. Somebody please tell me, do I-- Somebody please tell me, do I have any skill? Oh, they say, "No." Okay, I don't give a Fuck. Drink some Dr Pepper on the way to My bed. My girlfriend always told me that the Beverage sucks. What can I do about it, right? I'm hoping I don't wake up in the middle Of the night thinking that it is morning. This shit sucks, man. Maybe I'm having some bad dreams or something. Maybe I'm night dreaming about something. And, and it wakes me up, and it shakes Me up. I don't like this. I don't like this feeling, but what should I Do? Maybe next day I won't go to sleep. Gonna sit with open window and look at the View. Look at those trees, look at those buildings. Maybe find some people on the street late night. Look how they scream, look how they walking. If they see me late night out of their Window, they might think it's a dead man walking. It's a dead man smoking. It's a dead man smiling. It's a dead man that can't go to sleep. It's a dead man shining. Death flower.