God Made for Men

I found God. I was looking very closely. But a God made for man Is not a God made for me. If ashes I am, Then ashes I will be. I'll be everything I never wanted to be. If I get another chance, Please don't create me. I don't want a man-made world. I never should have searched, But I did because I'm not okay With the chaos they've created. If this is all there is for me, I don't want to be. I know how this ends. Let me start again. I can't believe it. This can't be it. This is not all there is. I can't believe it. This can't be it. This is not all there is. I can't believe it. This can't be it. Don't let this be the end. If this is all there is for me. I can't believe it. This can't be it. I don't know how this me I won't believe It. I can't believe it. This can't be it. I won't believe it. I can't believe it. This can't be it. This cannot be the end.