Rage

You were always angry 'cause raising me was hard. I know I was a burden 'cause I was Never that smart. And I just couldn't help myself, I caused you so much pain. But all I ever needed was for you wanting Me to stay. So I got up and tried to find some Reasons for myself. Because nothing seemed to want me Alive. And I found myself facing things that are in Front of me. And most of my problems look like you. Like the thing that I grew up into. I wasn't in a good place For way too long, I know. But I think that I showed you I still Can grow. I am not a failure, Though I may lose again. But I haven't failed life yet, I just need to know I am here again. And I got up and tried to find some Reasons for myself. Because nothing seemed to want me Alive. And I found myself facing things that are in Front of me. And most of my problems look like you. Like the thing that I grew up into. And I'm still fighting To raise myself again. Something in me is dying, I Don't know who I am. I need to comfort the child that I once Have been. Give it all of the love it's still trying To give. I need to comfort the child that I once Have been. Give it all of the love it's still trying To give.