Melatonin

I can't sleep. I'm so afraid of dreaming. What if I die again, And I wake up screaming? No, I'm not awake, And you can't come see me. You wouldn't understand That I don't want to be. Leave me alone. Leave me right here. Leave me to disappear. I don't wanna be alone Forever, But honestly, I don't think this will get Better. I never felt like home. More like winter. Maybe my dreams were right. I shouldn't fight and then skip dinner. Are you still there? I feel misplaced. I don't need you here. My life's a waste. Leave me alone. Leave me right here. Leave me to disappear. You should stop all of your cries. I don't need you to survive 'cause I know That I've been strong for just way too long, And I think that I Am done now. There's no need to sing to me. I will never go to sleep. My dreams, they will just haunt me. They will never let me free. I think that I've been fighting For way too long. I don't wanna be alone Forever, But honestly, I don't think this will get Better. I never felt like home. More like winter. Maybe my dreams were right. I shouldn't fight and then skip dinner.