Depriving. Regret

I'm standing Here High above the world, of the ash Above On your sweet stress that pushed me Down And the ashes burning With the light Forevermore I Can not escape from this dark Hell And Like it or not, holy Ashes Like your ashes, I Am again Take me Away I forget all what I've done, I have ceased My life's possessions I will thank you always, grateful Ever Always Grateful Ever I will not forgive this sight of the World What I loved so long Only The ice tempting and spreading out Death is closer, the end is closer So I can My lungs Like a poison Spread that realizes that I'll Fade from This Waking World I'll silently go forever I Will fade waking silently forever At hands of this Waking world I guide myself with Blood and fire Promise to listen me, you're my god, Swear never break I miss you, still, just want it all Together Like clear snow to Cover my thoughts To Cover my wounds To cover your wounds I will not try to Survive Before I fall Fall asleep I thank You always me With me I Will take everything What you appreciate I will take It back away All you Appreciate I will take It back away Always have and Purity I ask no help Only your words So love me Again On my chest go on