Unholy River

It's not out of my head, it's out of my heart, It's not for people around me, I feel so bad, I could hardly speak It sneaked into my house and I run out on the street. Poisoned thoughts, poisoned blood Causing the sense of anxiety Upside down and inside out Sharp like strike of the lightning. It's my revelation, these words out of my heart, make me desolate a part of my soul. God, just leave me out alone, I'm not your better son, Let me back where i had it all, To the sounds, down the unholy river of my life. Come out of dark to the light Get a chance and lose it right now It all went too far, fear inside How acrid smoke corrodes my lungs, When we came, there was more to save, The water was clear, air gave life, Here comes the storm, will be hurricane , I feel a lot can change tonight. We need revelation, these words out from my heart, make me desolate a part of my soul. God, just leave me out alone, I'm not your better son, Let me back where i had it all, To the sounds, down the unholy river, All that I used to know, I don't need anymore, I leave away from the crowd, To the peace, down the unholy river of my life.