Numb

I just watched you leave In the middle of the night. I didn't even cry. Did we even fight? Now I can't sleep. I'm in way too deep. I feel numb in my teeth. No, there's nothing wrong with me. Now I'm stood on the outside. Am I even scared? I have lost my mind. It's the darkest kind. I can hardly breathe. This is suffocating me. My worst enemy is myself and I try to Save my life and every day I'm getting high. I have lost my mind. It's the darkest kind. I can hardly breathe. This is suffocating me. My worst enemy is myself and I try to Save my life and every day I'm getting high. I'm barely getting by. I lose myself inside. I'm barely getting by. I lose myself inside. I lose myself inside. I lose myself inside. I lose myself inside. I lose myself inside. I'm barely getting by. I lose myself inside.