Breaking the Habit

Memories consume like opening the wound. I'm becoming a burden. You all have said I'm safer in my room Unless I try to start again. I don't want to be the one who battles Old issues. 'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused. I don't know what worth fighting for or why I have scream. I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean. I don't know how I got this way. I'm never not alright. So I'm breaking the habit. I'm breaking the habit Tonight. Caught in my cure. I think I locked the door. I try to catch my breath again. I hurt much more than any time before. I have the option left again. I don't want to be the one who battles Old issues. 'Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused. I don't know what worth fighting for or why I have to scream. I don't know how I instigate and say what I don't mean. I don't know how I got this way. I'll never be alright. So I'm breaking the habit. I'm breaking the habit Tonight. I'll paint it on the walls. This time I won't let fall. I'll never fight again. And this is how it ends. I don't know what worth fighting for or why I have to scream. But now I have some clarity to show you What I mean. I don't know how I got This way. I'll never be alright. So I'm breaking the habit. I'm breaking the habit. I'm breaking the habit Tonight.