Heartbreak E

Feel like I'm out of my mind. Everybody looking at me like I'm going crazy. How I get better with time. Every time I look around, somebody shady. Swear I was trying to be better. Pray to God I can get it together. Know some niggas with hate want a war. Ain't no tripping, though, with whatever. I've been walking with God. How they gonna stop Where I'm headed? Devil want me, but I finna Dead it. Way they hurt me, I might need A medic. I was chosen, nigga, that's embedded. Ain't no using me, they out of credit. I'm just tryna make it through the pain of Me growing. Feeling stuck, but yet I know where I'm going. World watching, love the life I was Showing. Thought it was dead, why you bring it Up? When it's known they get messy, I cleaned It up. Take a bunch of them niggas, they Teaming up. In they feelings, I'm moving, they Seeming stuck. I'm overly solid. I treat a friend just like he my brother. Gave them respect when they ain't deserve it. I guess my enemies went undercover, that shit made Me tougher, uh. I'm isolated, this shit made me Rough. No longer can trust ya, uh. Knowing it's jealousy, niggas'll flush ya. Damn, that's crazy. All of this pressure, too much it can crush Ya. I'm doing it my way, feel like I'm Usher. Know for my family I'ma get the bag. Gotta fight through it, fuck if I was sad. Knew if they knew the shit that they was Doing. Hiding when graffiti, gotta get them tagged. How to make media stars. Using my name just to get a few. It's crazy, they licking my scars. Laughing like it's nothing else to do. I gave the skin off of my back. They took they needs and left me wounded. Half the love ain't real. What they taught me, niggas proved it. Took my heart for granted. Once they got it, they abused it. Loyalty was set in stone with me, them niggas Moved it. What I'm on ain't never been official, They confused it. The level of respect I gave The niggas, watched them use it. God just sit me down. Phone ain't ringing, it's just me alone. They went on and did me wrong. I looked away, they prayed me gone. Even though I'm in the fire, I'm just going Through the phase. I've been losing days, I'm just Tryna praise. One day I'ma raise. I've been getting grades that somebody paid. Can't no one step in these J's. Different type of flight, I'm a different light. Dare you try to fight, dangerous if I bite. I've been tryna chill, I get you right. Look to my side, nobody with me. I know when I fall, nobody gon' get me. These shoes too big, your shit ain't gon' fit Me, nigga. After all I done, they still forgive me.