Dark Angel E

Where we go from here if I leave the Block? A little money fine but I need a Lot. Take a preacher's route but don't lie to People. I ain't never seen anything in the sky. Cleanin' the ride, what I mean that I'm fly. With a bitch super mean, bumpin' lean to the Side. I was thinkin' about it, it means I Could try. I believe in a high. Being logical gave me a reason to doubt. Scheme for the things I was dreamin'. In a magazine article readin' about. Face card, I ain't got to pay for drugs, It come free with the artificial luck. I just do me, let me be me. I ain't arguin' for much. I'm with this bitch and I feel free. She don't demand of me for much. My sex drive been at an all time low. Could barely get it up. Tryna keep another motherfucker happy. Swear I'm givin' up. Drug usage is increasing since the last time. Leave her awhile and I'll be back just like The last time. Racks on me, stacks on me. Travel hard, one nation under God. In the car alone, prayin' to the stars. Engine roarin', make a joy for Nars. Praise be to Allah, come this far and all. Cocaine for a call, look who takin' off. Throwin' money at my nigga, younger sister really Wish Anita was with us but look who takin' Off. It's bad for you to keep love if It'll leave. So I guess I'm takin' off. Been hearted, if you think wrong, how could you Be right? Four niggas fuckin' the same bitch. She pop up pregnant, this can't be life. Get rid of the bitch 'fore get rid of You, bitch. Sick of you, bitch, no hands on you, rubber Bands on you. I ain't talkin' like a stripper. Pay to do it, send razor through it. Spray the kid, make it flip it. Only reason I ain't kill your mother is 'cause You threatened her daughter. And she cheats every day on your daddy. Try to give orders. Then they try to extort A gangster. I'm someone important, though. Step in my office, I ain't 'bout no talkin'. Be sippin' my coffee while bullets is barkin' Without any caution. I watch 'em, I cross it. Movie is awesome. Catch up if I lost you, But know I'm engulfed in. My grandpa a gangster, He died and went off. Don't interrupt me while I am recordin'. Shit so depressin', I wish I Could pause it. Misunderstanding, put that in the Coffin. Back to the margin, re-up and get off It. Label the orphan. Stand on my own. I got to hog it. I am retarded. Know it's a name, don't know What to call it. Yeah. It's like sometimes when I sit by myself, I honestly can say everybody can't relate. That's why I talk to my agent. I been A dog lookin' for a peace of mind. I need guidance, Father can't see the signs. Like nothin' real, the word redefined. Knowin' the game is different, streets redesigned. Still thinkin' but don't wanna catch a piece of Time. Knowin' that love might get you when it's Lookin' for shine. So many young niggas lost, they Vision is blind. Nine seconds, yeah, the focus pain Beat me down. Swear a nigga sick of losin', Where the fuck is the winnin'? I gotta fight Harder, where the fuck is my wind then? Lookin' at the road dead, where the fuck is The end then? All I know is be the Truth, swear nobody would bend that. All I know is loyalty, I don't know how To pretend that. You did a nigga dirty, how The fuck I'ma mend that? You said you was Alone, so I stepped to the plate. When shit got hard for me, ain't no help Get sent back. Bet. Everything that go up come Down. Word to every one of my niggas that Was gunned down. At night I talk to God, Ain't get back one sound. It's hard to see Light comin' out when the sun down. Runnin'. I don't even know where I'm headed. I did it all for the streets, all I Got was the credit. If I can't go back, I tell my nigga to edit. Until I'm runnin' Out of time, get the clock then sit it. Sluts listen, hopin' they might trap shit. All 'cause I rap, but now I hate this Rap shit. Laws comin', ain't no time to react, Shit. Judge wanna convict me, I ain't eat much Clap shit. Born sinner 'cause I was lookin' for Dinner. Tryna feed my kids and tell 'em daddy A soldier. Lord knows I need 'em, kinda hard To function. Gettin' sick of the devil, that bitch Ride my shoulder. Fresh out my luck, somethin' short Of a clover. Stress recycle shit over and over. Fuck the world, these days shit colder. Friends fake, but all that I want is to Get older. Feelin' the pressure like everyone Watchin'. The bell keep on ringin' like somethin' That's boxin'. My son havin' seizures, no doctor can Stop him. Hold on to him with all I Got, I can't drop him. My spirit been broke, I pray somebody swap him. My heart feelin' pain like if somebody shot him. My brother keep callin', I tell him I got Him. It's nothin' promised, I'm goin' without him. My auntie just died, I can't cry, just kissed Her. Short of my visit, they told me I Missed her. Looked up to God, hopin' Heaven can List us. Somewhere in His kingdom with both of My sisters. So in my zone, nigga, fuck if I'm trippin'. My testimony somethin' niggas should Listen. Been thirty-two years, but I'm still on that Mission. The struggle got a nigga hooked like I'm Fishin'.