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Before I'm going out. Before I'm going out. What I'm doing, God. So confusing how they turn on me. If I been messing up, I'm only human. Life abusing, they keep turning on me. They keep turning on me, Lord. Lord, help me out. I know they coming for me, Lord. Lord, help me out. Been talking to God. Been talking to God. I pray can show the way. Show the way. Been dealing with pain. Been dealing with pain. Yeah, He gotta go today. Go today. I know I ain't perfect. I know I ain't perfect. Yeah, Lord, it's me Again. I know I done made mistakes. I wanna win. I know I been dealing with Sin. I reacted off emotions. Probably wasn't worth it. Ended up back on the News. Looked around and I was on an island. Everyone acting funny, I'm confused. That's crazy. Look at they views, contradicting. I guess I gotta be the bad guy. Hate him for being a man, it's crazy. I was just watching them lie. Before I'm going out. What I'm doing, God. So confusing how they turn on me. If I been messing up, I'm only human. Life abusing, they keep turning on me. They keep turning on me, Lord. Lord, help me out. I know they coming for me, Lord. Lord, help me out. Been dealing with pain. Dealing with pain. Been fighting with hope. Been fighting with hope. I been tryna make sense of these situations. I been dealing with smoke. Praying for the best, Dealing with the worst. Wanna be at peace, gotta Make it first. Losing everything only make it worse. I was on my knees, homie in a hearse. Everyone looking like I am a villain. Tryna be bigger, but I'm in my feelings. I'm dealing with trauma, I know I need healing. I keep elevating, they stuck at the ceiling. Feel like everybody going against me. Ain't no reason, they just wanna be part of It. All I know is that I gotta put Heart in it. Nobody got me, I knew from The start of it. Before I'm going out. What I'm doing, God. So confusing how they turn on me. If I been messing up, I'm only human. Life abusing, they keep turning on me. They keep turning on me, Lord. Lord, help me out. I know they coming for me, Lord. Lord, help me out. Before I'm going out. Help me, Lord. How they turn on me. Turn on me. Lord, Help me out.