Reaching Arms E

I've been praying I could live, I've been ducking Death. Going empty 'cause I feel like it ain't Nothing left. I've been stressing lately looking for A hand to help. Dealing with it, ain't no telling how my cards Dealt. I've been a child of God, blessings they Sending for me. I'm in the need of healing, That's probably what did it for me. I'm reaching for my spot, nobody gon' get it For me. Creating legacy so my people can live It for me. I'm in need of love, but I'd rather kick it low. I've been working on myself, shit I'm tryna grow. I'd rather be a better father and a better Bro. DeeDee told me spend my time with God, Let it go. Feel like I've been here before, Lately I've been feeling played. I've been feeling ain't no grave, every hour hide And pray. They gon' witness what you made. I know people wish they stayed. Hurt then cut me like a blade. Shining like I'm ducking shade. Why they speaking on my situation? God's chosen, don't make me give you a Demonstration. If it ain't the devil, I'm dealing With litigation. I just wanna breathe free, Ventilation. I need time to myself. Guess they mad I'm tied to the wealth. It's crazy 'cause I give it back. I shared so many blessings, barely got 'em left. Couple people in the hospital, they fighting death. If you go against the truth, it's only lying Left. Others wanna steal my joy, now they fighting Theft. Bunch of people went to digging holes, Different type of depth. Who gon' get 'em out it? Why they acting Like I owe 'em? Way they been moving lately, I feel like I barely know 'em. I pray they get they self together, hope somebody Show 'em. You only get a couple chances, hope You don't blow 'em. I've been reaching out my Arms, hope God see 'em. I just need some type of comfort, I'm living Life. Yeah I know I wasn't perfect, tryna get It right. I do it for love, they do It out of spite. I've been reaching my arms out far as they Could go. They say with no hope and no faith, you Won't grow. And I believe 'em. I mean who am I to go against what Sits throne? God got it. Time ain't been on my side. Time ain't been on my side today. And if it wasn't easy I'd try. And if it wasn't easy I'd try. I know they lied to me. Lied, lied. But God won't let 'em stop me. Can't stop me.