Giving Up

You left your sweater on my chair. Still smells like us like last October. Been counting tiles on this old floor While every silence getting colder. I'm giving up on waiting at the window. I'm giving up on watching my phone glow. I'm giving up on replaying your hello. Giving up, giving up On a love that won't show. I'm giving up on running in your shadow. I'm giving up on begging you to follow. I'm giving up, but it's so, so giving up, Giving up on a love that won't grow. Your half a toothbrush in the sink. Your favorite glass still in the freezer. I try to wash you from the wound, But every drip just pulls me deeper. I'm giving up on waiting at the window. I'm giving up on watching my phone glow. I'm giving up on replaying your hello. Giving up, giving up On a love that won't show. I'm giving up on running your shadow. I'm giving up on begging you to follow. I'm giving up, but it's so, so giving up, Giving up on a love that won't grow.