Invisible

Growing up was hard cuz I didn't know how to blend in Just a boy playing guitar and deep in his imagination While momma working hard with five children to keep maintaining And a father kinda far but back then I was still pretending he was there I didn't know how to act around my own fucking peers Just all of these kids they loading clips and popping pills None of that shit resonated to how I felt So slowly I felt more and more invisible I wish back then I wasn't so afraid So then I could've lived my life better and enjoyed my youthful days In highschool cuz highschool was just nothing but a game But even then I barely had friends and popularity to my name I barely saved myself when I got out but still felt so ashamed That I wasn't accepted so made my own fucking shape The reason I'm a lone wolf is cuz the past has cultivated me In ways I can't explain just know I'm not the same I've been learning all the ropes to climb higher than the rest Been training like a spartan thats preparing for his test Been laying hidden messages deep within my craft So that you know I'm not invisible and recognize my presence Darker than a cave Caving caving in Confidence down the drain Wanted to be something Cuz I felt like nothing Growing up was hard cuz I didn't know how to blend in Just a boy playing guitar and deep in his imagination While momma working hard with five children to keep maintaining And a father kinda far but back then I was still pretending he was there I didn't know how to act around my own fucking peers Just all of these kids they loading clips and popping pills None of that shit resonated to how I felt So slowly I felt more and more invisible I never liked to smoke but I tried it my body tried to fight it Till I would choke and the coke fiends be staring at me cuz I was some lonely boy singing through the streets Like a fucking black sheep that I was born to be Don't hate on me for following my own dream Blu side studios is where I built my own team I be working till the day I break my people free Cuz I know what it's like to be lonely I've been learning all the ropes to climb higher than the rest Been training like a spartan that's preparing for his test Been laying hidden messages deep within my craft So that you know I'm not invisible and recognize my presence Darker than a cave Caving caving in Confidence down the drain Wanted to be something Cuz I felt like nothing Growing up was hard cuz I didn't know how to blend in Just a boy playing guitar and deep in his imagination While momma working hard with five children to keep maintaining And a father kinda far but back then I was still pretending he was there I didn't know how to act around my own fucking peers Just all of these kids they loading clips and popping pills None of that shit resonated to how I felt So slowly I felt more and more invisible