Sinking Boat

How could I set My foot on a boat While I still recall the last time when Open seas made me seasick? How could I risk boarding a boat That I knew Could go under? It could happen anytime. My heart is aching. Everything around me is shaking. I keep asking myself, What am I doing? What am I doing? What am I doing in This sinking boat? My heart And my mind head in opposite Directions, and it's so bad that It's literally tearing me Apart. My heart is aching. Everything around me is shaking. I keep asking myself, What am I doing? What am I doing? What am I doing in This sinking boat? In this sinking boat. What am I doing? What am I doing In this sinking boat? My eyes are shut, my eyes are shut. My mind seems locked, my mind seems blocked. My heart's mixed up, my heart's mixed up. My soul feels trapped, my soul feels trapped. Open seas are dangerous, I hear my mind still Yelling. Open seas are glorious, I hear my heart still singing. You are not courageous, I hear my fear of Mind. Open seas are open seas, You better stay in hiding. Open seas are dangerous, I hear my mind still Yelling. Open seas are glorious, I hear my heart still Singing. You are not courageous, I hear my fear of mind. Open seas are open seas, you better stay in Hiding. You better stay in hiding. My heart is aching. Everything around me is shaking. I keep asking myself, What am I doing? What am I doing? What am I doing In this sinking boat? In this sinking boat.