Feel It Anyway

Woke up with a weight On a day that looks so easy. Coffee on the stove, Heart still kind of queasy. Phone lights up again, All these faces in my hand. But I'm drifting in the doorway, Like I don't know where to stand. I don't know what I'm feeling, But I feel it anyway. Like a wave, it keeps on breathing, Then it slowly slips away. I can't name what's in my chest, But it's louder every day. I don't know what I'm feeling, I just feel it anyway. Laughing at the jokes, mouth moves, Mind's distant. Smiling in the frame, eyes turned inconsistent. You ask, "Are you okay?" I say, "Yeah, I'm fine, I'm great." But the truth sits in my throat like a Word I can't create. I don't know what I'm feeling, But I feel it anyway. Like a wave, it keeps on breathing, Then it slowly slips away. I can't name what's in my chest, But it's louder every day. I don't know what I'm feeling, I just feel it anyway. Maybe it's fear, maybe it's hope in Disguise. Maybe it's both dancing right behind my Eyes. Oh, if I can't define it, And I still let it stay, Can I hold myself When I don't know what to say? I don't know what I'm feeling, But I feel it anyway. Like a wave, it keeps on breathing, Then it slowly slips away. I can't name what's in my chest, But it's louder every day. I don't know what I'm feeling, I just feel it anyway. Yeah, I feel it anyway.