The Diary E

'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now. I've got nothing that's true but this song now. But the further I go, I wanna go home. 'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now. I've got nothing that's true but this song now. But the further I go, I wanna go home. I fucking swear that I care, but it's hard When you stare into the bottom of a bottle That is empty and bare. Oh, my desolate soul in my desolate home. It's my desolate role. Yeah, I'm here all alone. I can't think of a reason to get the Fuck out of bed. Curtains closed, Lights are off, am I alive or dead? I haven't shaved in a week. I always slur when I speak. Tolerance at its peak. Another fifth just to sleep. Oh, woe is me, woe is me. I guess I need love. Hoes you see, hoes you see, I'm just in A rut. And I swear I'm trying, baby, Please, baby, don't leave. Goddamn, I'm a fuck up, but I guess that's Just me. So I'll sit in my room and I'll cry in my bed, thinking about all the Shit that made me wrong in my head. I keep trying to climb, but it seems so Steep. Pour myself a fucking whiskey and go back To sleep, bitch. 'Cause I don't wanna be like This. I've been running these streets for too long Now. I've got nothing that's true but this song Now. But the further I go, I wanna go Home. 'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now. I've got nothing that's true but this song now. But the further I go, I wanna go home. I watch my mama cry. She says, "Baby, why?" I say, "Baby died. Baby's gone like a suicide. I don't think you'll see him soon, Mom. Stay out my room, Mom. Tell Daddy that I hate that motherfucker like you, Mom." I sing this shit for you, Danny, Sasha, and Jordan. These beers keep getting warmer every time that I Hold them. I pour this out for you like A partner in crime. It's part of the times when you're sick in The mind. Yeah, I'm sick. Oh so sick. I'm so sick of this shit. Yeah, I'm lit. Oh so lit. I'm so fucked up off it. So I stumble around 'til I stumble fall down To this puddle of my tears laying here on The ground. When you've got nothing left, You've got nothing left to lose. With my last single breath, I'll still be singing To you. So when you bury me, man, You better bury me deep and sing along to This song 'cause you're broken like me. 'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now. I've got nothing that's true but this song now. But the further I go, I wanna go home. 'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now. I've got nothing that's true but this song now. But the further I go, I wanna go home. And I wanna go back to the start, Back where we started from. And I know it's been so long. I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong All along. And I wanna go back to the start, Back where we started from. And I know it's been so long. I was wrong, I was wrong all along. 'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now. I've got nothing that's true but this song now. But the further I go, I wanna go home. 'Cause I don't wanna be like this. I've been running these streets for too long now. I've got nothing that's true but this song now. But the further I go, I wanna go home