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Best kept secret for a while now. No one ever sees it, but It's all right. The damn conversation no one talks about. Don't know how much longer I can keep this Down. Beauty is been holding back the pain. Swallow my pride so I won't eat anything. It's all lie, it feels easier lying. They're all Fucking- Did you change your hair? Did little weight? You should it Up 'cause it really I hate it, I always look best When I'm dying on the inside. Always thank you breaking in. It makes me feel like I should fucking disappear, And drown my demons in a bath filled with Tears. No matter what I try, they always seem To come back to life. What if I didn't do this thing that bothered Me? What if I quit and then you don't Want me? The damn conversation no one talks about. Don't know how much longer I can keep this Down. Beauty is lie, I've been holding back Swallow I Won't eat anything. It's all a lie, honestly, feels easier lying. They're all fucking-Did change your Hair? Did You lose a little weight? You should keep it 'cause It Really Great. I hate I always best when I'm dying on The inside. I've been holding the inside