DEaTh OF ME E

Throwaway. Yeah. She said, "I don't want apologies, I just wanna live my life." Said, "You better never follow me, 'cause I don't wanna sacrifice." And the bells in my brain getting heavy, Arms weak, can't hold it down. If you ever try to find my body when I'm gone, look at my fucking notes. Look up in my notes and they'll tell you What is wrong with me. Overthink, overdrink, Drowning in the Hennessy. Used to pop the perkys, they got rid of My anxiety. Even though I made it, can't forget What that shit did to me. Fighting with my Conscience, see myself dying constantly. Premonitions, superstitious, demon love to fuck with Me. And any girl that ever fucked me over Better know that I been thinking about them hate Lists when I go to fall asleep. I can never trust a bitch 'cause I don't Know if it'll tip. Tell me trust is for The rich, but we can barely pay the rent. Look me in my eyes and say that I Ain't ever leaving it. Drop her off for the night, bet she sneaking Out again with another dude and if she doesn't, I'ma throw some hands. ain't nobody telling me Different 'cause I'm sticking to my word. If you wanna run it up, bring your ass To 63rd. Throwaway. Bring your ass to 63rd. She said, "I don't want apologies, I just wanna live my life." Said, "You better never follow me, 'cause I don't wanna sacrifice." And these bells in my brain getting heavy, Arms weak, can't hold it down. If you ever try to find my body when I'm gone, look at my fucking notes. I don't really care no more. I don't really care no more about this life. I can't even breathe no more. Been tryna make it out of this dream, ain't Real life. Maybe cause a scene, I might. Maybe sharpen nails for a fight, Yeah, ayy, yeah, ayy. But I know it's the death of me.