What Do You Protect Me From?

I scratch my throat Trying to swallow the blade That you gifted me For the way I behaved Is it a reward or such a punishment? I can never get Can you explain? I don’t get Can you explain? Why you’re mad I don’t need you to protect me I just need you not to harm me Don’t slam the door Just like my dad did I still believe you are no like him Him, him, him You are a fear You are a joy I don’t know what you Might know I feel like you’re reflecting me But I don’t know what part you show Honestly, you are the one I should protect myself from You are the one I should’ve run from What are you? What are you? I can never know What do you try to protect me from? What do you try to protect me from? I don’t need you to protect me I just need you not to harm me Don’t slam the door Just like my dad did I still believe you are no like him Him, him, him