My Flame

God, it's so boring, I cannot even explain. You got no worries and you're easily awake. I'd better suffer than come down for sake. At least I am creative and I have my Songs to play. Life now seems to change in a better way. What am I supposed to think if I am Playing pain? When everything is stable, I feel I run out of what to say. How can I be happy when the world takes My flame? God knows my pain is my Flame. Know my pain is my Flame. You know the scars are looking pretty good. I know I didn't think I wouldn't cut the Wound. At least I find direction, I can use me being blue. Society would call me something new. How to think I'll ease the pain? I got no people or things to blame. They're my own sins and I search the dark. Why do I feel there's no other way? Know my Pain is my Flame. God knows my pain Is my flame. I'm on the wire, I go through pain. I know my flame is on my Vein. I'm on the wire. And when I pray, You'll see me burn. I know my flame Is not something that destroys. I'm in a hell And what is worse? That I am here or that I've chosen To be cursed. Shit, I know my pain is my freaking flame.