Was It My Decision E

The day I was born Did anyone cry Did anyone know I’ll be such a drag I’d pay all my money So my parents won’t lie That I am responsible for Growing too fast Was it decision of mine? To make my own body hurt Was it decision of mine? To shout till my throat was burnt Do I still blame Myself for the lies I tell everybody How else can I be nice Whenever I’m high I’m feeling alive Still can’t figure out Who the fuck am I? Was it decision of mine? To make my own body hurt Was it decision of mine? To shout till my throat was burnt