SLUT E

I know that he loves me, though it feels Like he don't. When he broke my arm, saying that I was Wrong. And I was looking at Jimmy 'cause he's Kinda hot. So my baby hits me for being me. Slide, slide. I know I'm an abuser, afraid I'm scared to Lose it. Slide, slide. I swear I'll be a good next time. Sitting beside him, I feel like a ghost. He expects me to do whatever, whatever he wants. I woke up today feeling like I'm finally done. So I pulled out a gun 'cause, baby, I'm nobody's. Slide, Slide. Fuck his love, he's an abuser. Now I'm afraid I'm scared to lose it. Slide, slide. I swear I'll be a good girl next time. Tell me why, tell me why was I so Afraid of letting go? Tell me why everyone acted like they didn't even Know. Bruises on my body never concerned nobody. They only wanna be involved if your life is A party. Slide, slide. Fuck his love, he's an abuser. Now I'm afraid I'm scared to lose it. Slide, slide. I swear I'll be a good girl next time. I swear I'll be a good girl next time.