Whole

Ink is bleeding through the pages left. Every line a portrait of my grief. I've been walking through the corridors of a love That never found relief. You were harbor, I was open sea. Now the anchor doesn't hold for me. I've been listening for a different song, One that tells me where I still belong. I laid my whole existence at your feet. You gave me borrowed warmth, ending complete. Now the ground is shifting, but I hold my Place. Learning how to own my own heart Space. I'm not hollow anymore. Not the hunger at your core. Blooming like a hidden rose. Only I know where she goes. I'm not your borrowed flame. Not the candle you became. Underneath the velvet sky. I am whole. I am whole. Harbor lights and unfamiliar shores. I've been opening unfamiliar doors. Every hallway holds a different key, But I'm learning which one sets me free. You were marble, I was running water. Now the stone means nothing like it oughta. I've been living where the brave ones go, Letting rivers teach me how to flow. I remember how you owned my sky. Now I'm cloudless and I wonder why. Every storm has given me my wings. I don't need your version of these things. I'm not bound anymore. Not the chapter you wrote before. Drifting through the open wide. Something blooming deep inside. I'm not Your silent ache. Not the pieces left to take. Underneath the morning dew. I am new. I am new. Wear the rain now, Let it fall. Every teardrop Breaks a wall. I'm not searching For the shore. Ocean showed me I am more. I'm not small anymore. Not the echo You ignored. Flying past your gravity. This is everything in me. I'm not your hollow crown. Not the one you Wore me down. Underneath the endless light. I am whole. I am whole. Deep water. Calm and True. All my drowning Let me through. Mm. The surface. This breath. The sunlight. I am whole. I am whole. Mm. I am whole.