After You Fade

I remember in the Quiet. All that I've done Was never Enough. Cold light on my skin. Where do I begin? Every trace of you feels a little thin. Empty space inside. Nowhere left to hide. Over and over, I'm breaking inside. I try to hold it. I let it fall. Should I give up on you? There's nothing left at all. After you fade, I remain. After you fade, I feel No pain. Over and over, I'm not the same. After you fade, I Don't break. After you fade. Not gonna die for you. Neon in the rain washes out the pain. All that I've done for you was never enough For you. But I let you go, more than You could know. Could we find something new? Or is it time to let go? I don't need you. I don't fall. Not gonna die for you. I can feel it through it all. After you fade, I Remain. After you fade, I feel No pain. Over and over, I'm not the same. After you fade, I Don't break. No more waiting for You. Not gonna die for you. Only silence pulling through. After you fade, I remain. After you fade, I feel no pain. Over and over, I found my way. After you fade, I, I'm okay. Never enough for you. You fade, I stay. Over and over, I'm finally Free. Not gonna die For you. After you fade.