EGO DEATH E

What did they say? Insecurity will be the death of me. And in the usual way, everybody gets a laugh Except for me. I tried to relay information, but I got tripped Up again. Distracted by coyotes outside at a quarter past Ten. Yesterday was Christmas and last week was Mid-July. That would mean we met last month. Oh boy, time really flies. My memory has gone to shit. I must need sleep or green. I can't discern the nightmares, So I don't know when to scream. What did they say? Curiosity will be the death of me. I wanted to know, but your answers went and Got the best of me. Now sister intuition reloads her ammunition and nods At me. I try to wipe the tears from my eyes As she lays out the odds for me. Tell me how we got here. Oh, that's right, I don't wanna know. Ignorance is bliss, I guess my heart just goes To show. That you could be a bright one, But self-sabotage for love. Why'd you think I bruise so easily but don't Give up? Crossing the river to get to you isn't something That I should be doing. Insecurity will get the best of me and I Won't get through it. Fuck, where's my mind at? I lost it again. And we should just be friends, Don't elongate the end. Curiosity will be the death of me and I Might lose it. Said, are we okay now? Are we lovers or friends or enemies? I wanna know love, but I don't wanna spend All the energy. If you're not feeling like you miss me when I go back to the city for a while. I just want some validation. Is that selfish or impatient of me? All I ask is to be gentle with me As you go. I told you that my heart is made of Porcelain, you know. I don't wanna sacrifice my heart like that Again. I got a feeling that I'll fuck this up, Just don't know when.