BUY BACK MY SOUL

I wanna buy back my soul Wanna scream to The heavens that I meant it When I said Don't recommend it Gave all of myself Just to Get back ten heartbreaks It's hard when the stakes Are so high Got me wondering why I don't Break these habits Knowing I fall into these Patterns And I cry over consequences and fights All Of which I could avoid My inner critic, My outer cynic Got me suspicious, I'm in my feelings Heartbreak carved out my core I'm tired, think what I deserve might Be more I Sold my soul to the thought of a love Story Got to the film and it's horror, It's all gory Closing my eyes but got no One to hold me tight Jump scare me right To the ending, I'm horrified Wish I had a Voice to tell me when it's over Attached to A demon who hands me a clover I got No leaves, normally I'm mentally ignoring needs Tell Me please, what does it all mean? I Don't want my heart cold like Ice I Don't need to shatter it Twice I Don't want my heart cold like ice I Don't need to shatter it Twice I Don't need to shatter it twice I don't need to shatter it twice Buy back my soul I meant it when I said don't recommend it Get back ten heartbreaks The stakes are so high