Lost

Lost in the world Lost in my mind Often I find myself on my own Lovin' this world Had to cut ties God by my side To him we belong And all I can pray is I'm in his favor Used to do favors Now I don't know I got no repayment But I ain't want payment I really did think they'd look out for me tho I can carry myself Used to wanna kill and bury myself People used to tell me that they got me But when life had knocked me down I looked around and man Where was they help I stare at myself Deep in reflection The mirror ain't helpin I sit there and question Like where is myself Luck of the draw Yeah fuck what you thought I'm stuck in the garden Lookin' for God And beggin' his pardon They tried to stop me Look what I started Hell of a road Then I hit a U-ey Like what am I doin' I need to get through this And back in my zone Back to wall After it all Back on my Deen My head to the floor I can carry myself Used to wanna kill and bury myself People used to tell me That no matter what had happened I would always have em I wouldn't have to fare by myself I don't care bout they help They disappear then they reappear That shit is apparent Care bout themselves and nobody else Man isn't it clear This life isn't fair I'm lost in the world Lost in my mind Wanderin' blind Wonderin' why Where did they go How could they lie I cannot find My presence in time Unless it's designed I guess it's divine I never could try To set it aside But I'm on the move Runnin' the routes Gloves with the glue Coverin' who What do you do They comin' for you Ooh ooh They got the sauce They got the juice I got the truth Man who want the proof I can't trust they ways They direction led astray Bow our heads and let us pray Amen